Wow.. That last little blog post seems like yesterday and forever ago at the same time. How is that possible? I'm not sure. When I looked at the date I thought, "wow, couldn't have been in June!!?" Time has gone by so fast, and I can't believe I actually made it through my first semester of college. That's something a lot of people can't say they have done. There definitely were times when I thought I wasn't going to make it, with my crazy english professor and my hard as crap geography class (that I ended up making a B in!!) but I totally did!

College has been an experience, to say the least. As I said in my last post, "FREEEEEDOM!" Yeah, freedom is right. You can go out at 12 on a school night just to get some fries and you don't have to listen to your mom cry about how it's too late. Dorms are a whole different life than living at home with your parents. It's actually like one big sleepover that lasts for a year. I've made some really good friends in the dorm- they're closer to me than some of my best friends from high school. I love college.

Reading all of the things I put on this blog in June, I'm dumbfounded to how I actually came up with some of this stuff.. But, in all fairness, I did talk about how boring my job was. Speaking of boring job, I'm back for Christmas break.. It's not as bad, considering I had a break from it for a couple months. It's actually pretty cool to come back here and work with everyone. I was surprised at how many people told me that they missed me.

Feels good to write. Like I'm just getting every little thought in my head OUT. It's not stuck in there anymore! I just love how I write on this like people actually read it.

Oh my, a munchkin is at the dealership. the lollipop kids..

Well, anyway. Life is good, but I'm not kidding myself, it's not perfect.

Good: First semester of college was amazing and is now over with. I found a new but rather expensive love: starbucks. It's Christmas break, which means I can read a book for the first time in months, see my friends that go to different schools, and finally relax. It's Christmas time! I get my flip camcorder and styling stick! I'm rushing in the spring, which is scary and exciting at the same time.

Bad: My mother is already getting on my last nerve. My brother is getting his ears peirced. Boys really suck, but at least I'm single and have you out of my hair. I haven't worked out in weeks, hello love handles..

Ugly: The cold weather.. and the baby's cry that is right next to me

Let's ellaborate on the "boys really suck". Since I'm the only person that's going to see this, I might as well just vent while I can. I know my friends are tired of me getting upset over this kid. It's been going on for almost a year now. Well, the more serious upsets. He's basically a douche. I thought he had changed, but boy was I wrong. There's so many thoughts going through my head right now that it's hard to even process all of this. It's about time that I ended things though. I mean, seriously! It's bad. Real bad. Even though I ended things, that doesn't mean that I'm over him, or that I will be anytime soon. But I hope I am. And I can't wait for the day that I am completely over him. "Sometimes it takes the relationships that don't last forever to teach us the lessons that WILL." I live by this quote. That's enough of that..

Since this is my own blog and I can do whatever the hell I want with it, I'm just gonna end it. Right here.